"I know, but I'm still jealous. Just thinking about you getting close to male actors in the future makes me jealous. Thinking about the movies and TV shows you'll be in makes me even more jealous. You'll have to promote onscreen partnerships for the movies, you'll have to create buzz for them, and fans might even edit videos of you and your co-stars together. Why should they pair you up with other men? I'm not happy about it. I know it's wrong, but I can't help it. Sometimes I wonder what your past was like. Even though we are alumni, why didn't I get to know you back then? So many years wasted. If I had known you then, if I had pursued you, maybe... would I have been your first love? And then, in your life, I would've been the only one?"