February crept in quietly, like a whisper carried by a lazy breeze, but soon the school grounds shook off their post-holiday slumber and crackled with energy again. Career Week had left its mark—students moved with a renewed sense of purpose, as if glimpsing their future had added a spring to their step. Even the school garden joined in the awakening, its sleeping branches now dotted with shy pink buds and fresh, unfurling leaves.
And somewhere within me, something was blooming too.
The writing contest had come and gone, and to my quiet astonishment, I'd placed second. The announcement wasn't flashy—just a crisp piece of paper taped to the library bulletin board—but it might as well have been a neon sign screaming *You did it!* For the first time in a long time, I felt proud not because I was praised, but because I had dared. I had taken a chance and put a piece of myself into the world.
"Carmela! Second place?! That's amazing!" Jasmine practically launched herself into a half-hug during break. She's with Jean and Coleen.
I laughed, nearly dropping my water bottle. "Calm down, Jasmine . It wasn't even first."
"Oh please," Jean said, rolling her eyes at me. "Second out of hundreds? That's epic. Are you famous now? Should I start selling your autographed scratch papers?"
"You already have, like, half of my old quizzes. List them on eBay," I joked.
Jean grinned. "You better keep writing. You've got something, Carmela. Seriously."
"Thanks," I said, more softly this time. "I plan to."
That afternoon, Ms. Beltran returned our essays in English. I had written about resilience—how people fall, and more importantly, how they rise again. Scribbled in red ink at the bottom of my paper was a note I would read three more times that day: *"Powerful. Poised. Keep writing."*
I clutched the page like a secret treasure. It was more than feedback—it was affirmation.
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Sunday arrived with a dash of excitement and a text from Raziel.
**Raziel:** "There's a robotics fair at my school. Wanna come?"
**Me:** "Are there robots that dance?"
**Raziel:** "Yes. And one that fetches snacks."
**Me:** "I'm in. Save me a seat near the snack-bot."
He met me at the entrance of his school, which looked twice the size of mine, with buildings so modern they looked like they could transform into spaceships. Colorful banners waved in the wind, students bustled between booths, and upbeat music played over distant speakers.
"This one's mine," Raziel said proudly, gesturing to a beetle-shaped robot with blinking green eyes. "It detects heat—kind of like a mini fire alarm."
I knelt down. "Does it work?"
He scratched his head. "Mostly. It kind of screams when someone walks by with hot coffee."
We laughed until we wheezed.
He guided me through booths filled with machines that crawled, flew, sang, and even attempted to paint. While he explained things like code syntax and infrared sensors, I listened in wonder. His passion made the technical stuff beautiful, almost like poetry in logic.
Later, we sat on the bleachers sharing a soda, the bottle sweating in the heat.
"My parents still think this is a phase," he said, watching a robot do a clumsy spin. "They want me to become a lawyer."
"Do you want that?"
He shook his head. "I want to build things. Real things. Helpful things."
I looked at him. "Then build them. Let the rest of the world catch up."
He stared at me for a moment, then smiled. "You make things sound so easy."
"Not easy," I replied. "Just possible."
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Back at school, the final stretch of the term was in full swing. We were assigned a group project in Filipino on traditional Philippine epics. And my group? Jerome, Liana, and—drumroll—Yvette.
The silence during our first library meeting could've rivaled a funeral. But Yvette broke it with a businesslike, "Let's just do this well."
And surprisingly, we did. Tasks were distributed efficiently, no drama. I was in charge of the storyboard and summary—my comfort zone.
After one of our sessions, Yvette lingered near the shelves and approached me.
"Hey," she began. "I've been trying to be less... competitive. Especially with you."
I blinked, surprised. "I noticed. You're doing well."
She nodded. "Thanks. I think we both do better when we're not trying to outshine each other."
"Agreed."
It was like a weight lifting off my chest. Peace, however fragile, was a sweet relief.
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Life at home was cozy and calm. I cooked with Mama on weekends, folded laundry with music playing in the background, and taught my little cousin to write haikus.
One night, Mama looked up from the dishes and said, "You've been glowing lately. Is something going on?"
I smiled. "I guess I'm just... figuring things out."
She dried her hands and looked at me warmly. "It's a blessing to find yourself this early. Keep going."
That night, in the privacy of my room, I flipped open my journal—now stuffed with pages of reflections, doodles, and lines of poetry—and wrote:
"I once lived with my eyes shut. Now, each day feels like a window."
No, I didn't have all the answers. But I wasn't afraid of the questions anymore.
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By the end of February, school felt like it was waking from hibernation. Recognition Day prep began, rumors of class reshuffling buzzed around like gossiping bees, and the air tasted faintly of summer.
One afternoon, Coleen and I sprawled under the old acacia tree, munching on cheese bread and banana chips. She showed me her latest snapshots—vibrant, candid photos of classmates mid-laugh, sunlight streaking through windows, a teacher caught singing in class.
"I want to do an exhibit one day," she said. "Something like 'Everyday Magic.'"
"That's perfect," I said, grinning. "Your photos *do* feel like spells."
She looked at me curiously. "And you? What's your next story?"
I thought for a moment. "Maybe one about second chances. And how they show up dressed like ordinary days."
Coleen laughed softly. "That's beautiful."
So was the moment. The sun was dipping low, casting golden shadows across the school yard, and everything felt exactly right.
March was almost here. Final exams, summer vacation, and high school loomed on the horizon. But instead of dread, I felt anticipation.
Because this time around, I wasn't chasing perfection.
I was embracing progress.
I didn't need to be the best.
I just needed to keep becoming better.
And honestly?
That felt like the most beautiful beginning of all.