(Astrid POV)
My face fell as I realized what I had accidentally implied. I got up from Kael's lap and walked towards the fire again.
"Kael, I—"
"Question 5. Will I see or talk to you after tonight?"
My heart started racing. I briefly considered exercising a veto, but I knew that would not be fair to either of us.
I felt myself on the verge of tears. Again. What is it about Kael that gets me this emotional all the time?
I looked at the fire, then at the ocean, and then at the security guards nearby. I also reached out to Rose. I wanted someone or something else to answer this question for me, because I did not want to.
But, of course, I had to.
"Kael, I have had a good time with you tonight. I can tell that you have changed, and I can tell that you regret the past. My heart desperately wants to give you a chance. If things were different, I probably would. But I am who I am, and you are who you are, and West Mountain Pack is what it is."