And that's also why I've never had any female friends or a girlfriend.
Every time a girl passes by me, I feel a kind of killing tension, and if I look into their eyes, a chill runs all the way down my spine.
2. Never talk to girls first or stare at them.
One day, our school took a few students on a trip for a competition. Three people from our class were selected, including me.
Two boys and one girl. And that girl might be the first and last girl I've ever spoken to with confidence.
Yes, even the girl I mentioned earlier—I didn't speak to her with any confidence.
I remember it was a long trip, and our phones were taken by the teacher.
To avoid getting bored, we started talking to each other and making jokes.
That was the moment I tried my best to be funny.
I felt like my facial expressions were on point, but after we reached the place and I saw my face in the mirror, I decided I wouldn't speak or laugh much anymore.
And that's how a nickname was born—AI.
People started calling me AI.
Friend: "Hey AI, can you give me the notes from the day I was absent?"
Friend: "Hey AI, your diagrams are really good. Can you draw mine too?"
At first, I took it as a joke. But one day, I might just snap and break someone's jaw.