God descended to meet the man , to meet the person who dared to scream at god so wholeheartedly .
god unlike the movies descended with a soft light , a light so pure that warmth a persons heart .
he was in form of a human but the fact is he can't be described because the form he showed the man was something only the man can see .
the man drunk on his emotions became a little sober when he saw god standing in front of him , but the man who was drunk on his emotions couldn't to see who person standing in front of him was .
In this story we the human form of god Lucian .
The man met eyes with Lucian ,unable to comprehend what happened the man yelled at the person standing in front of him ." what are you doing ,huh ? go away !" With a voice filled with anger , sorrow , despair, regret .
God then looked at the man for a second and smiled and introduced himself as Lucian .
The man looked confused and angry at the same time and angrily asked " what are you smiling at huh?" .
looking at the man, the god smiled again and said " I am sorry but I wasn't laughing at you Its just that I was watching you for a long time and was simply amused by the things you were saying ."
the man took a deep breath and apologised to the stranger for being disrespectful
God then asked him a question " What happened brother , you look very stressed ?"
The man took a moment of silence to recover what had happened and started speaking
Nothing , Man its just that I am very frustrated with all the things happening I just can't help but think about why I got such a life , what I did to deserve such a child . Now days I feel like maybe i was a bad person in my previous life that I had to go through all of this .
God asked the man the reason he was thinking about such a thing very eager to know and as such the man replied -
Lucian you know sometimes being good doesn't give you the sweetest fruits and so happened to me
I have a daughter Aileen ( 16 year old ), I used to love her I gave my every effort and was a very patient dad who thought only good about her but I regret it now .
I Am a good father but I don't know where the things had gone wrong .
She used to be a very sweet child but now she is a headache , She is the worst daughter one can imagine . I wait patiently and tell her things thousands of times but she never listens , she fights with her mother all day , she always ignore everything , She never works hard ,She never takes anything seriously .
I am a middle class person and the high school, Tution is a lot so I made her take a scholarship test but she didn't take that seriously either , I had a fight with her and scolded her for not scoring well but do you know she didn't even prepare for it seriously .
I AM SERIOUSLY DONE , I AM SO DONE WITH HER SOME TIMES I THINK WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE TO HAVE SUCH A DAUGHTER, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER TO NOT HAVE A DAUGHTER AT ALL ! GOD KNOWS WHAT SIN I COMMIT TO DESERVE THIS ! WHEN I HAVE BEEN GOOD MY WHOLE LIFE "
So that's why you were screaming " No wonders " you really got it worst but are you sure you won't regret saying and thinking all this after all She's your daughter after all asked god
HER MY DAUGHTER NO WAY ,I MADE THE DECISION AND I AM FINE WITHOUT THAT HEADACHE .
I WON'T REGRET IT ,ALTHOUGH I SHOULD HAVE DONE THIS EARLIER FROM TODAY ONWARDS SHE'S JUST A STRANGER TO ME . well..... anyway why did you ask this ?
Well nothing I just wanted to make sure you don't regret saying things you don't mean because sometimes we get drunk on our emotions so much that we end up saying things we shouldn't I have seen many people do this and trust me .. I have seen them cry so I just wanted to make sure you're okay. Said God looking at the angry man ,
the man asked "Lucian do you think I deserve this ? Do you think I am wrong"
God looked at the man with a smile and answered him" I can't give you an answer for the things you asked but from what I know I will give you some advice
"DO YOU KNOW WHY GOD LETS US RULE OVER OUR LIFES EVEN WHEN HE KNOWS THE FUTURE? "
THE ANSWER WHICH IS DEEMED EASY ISN'T EASY -
ITS BECAUSE WE HAVE A CHANCE TO DECIDE AND CHANGE THE FUTURE BUT IF YOU ASK ME IF A PERSON DESERVES THEIR LIFE THEY GOT ? NO ONE CAN ANSWER IT BECAUSE YOU WROTE YOUR OWN STORY YOU HAD YOUR OWN WILL , YOUR PEN AND YOUR STORY AND LIFE .