Ava's POV
I knew.
I knew the second I walked into the house and saw the lamp on in the living room. Seb never leaves it on. Not unless he's waiting.
Waiting for me.
My boots clicked too loud against the marble floor. My hoodie reeked of smoke and sweat and guilt. I tried to move past the living room like I didn't notice, like maybe I could still slip by.
But then—
"Ava."
His voice.Rough. Cold. Soft in the worst way.
I froze.
Turned.
There he was, sitting on the edge of the couch, elbows on his knees, ringed fingers loosely interlocked. Shirt sleeves rolled, veins popping, jaw clenched. Eyes unreadable.
The look he gave me—
It broke something in my chest.
"I was out with friends," I said, voice small. Too quick. Too stupid. "Just...late-night coffee."
"Ava," he repeated. This time, sharper. "Don't lie to me."
The silence that followed was suffocating.
I didn't say anything.
Couldn't.
He stood. Slowly. Like he was trying not to scare me. That scared me more.
He walked over. Tucked my hair behind my ear. His thumb brushed the faint bruise near my jaw—barely visible, but not to him. Never to him.
"You smell like smoke."
I nodded.
He exhaled.
"You've been doing this for a while, haven't you?" he asked. Not accusing. Just...tired.
Something snapped in me then. My throat clenched, eyes burned. I grabbed his wrist, held onto it like it was the only thing keeping me upright.
"I'm sorry," I choked out. "I'm sorry, Seb."
He didn't say anything. Not yet.
"I didn't mean to lie, I just— I didn't want you to hate me. I didn't want you to look at me like you're looking at me now."
His hands found my shoulders. Warm. Steady.
"Why, Ava?"
"Because you're all I have," I whispered. "You're all I've ever had."
And that's when I broke.
Tears ran hot and fast, shoulders shaking, body collapsing into his chest. He didn't push me away. He never does. His arms wrapped around me, crushing, safe.
I clung to his shirt like a lifeline. "I love you more than anyone, Seb. I swear. I just—I got lost. I didn't know how to tell you."
"You're sixteen," he said quietly. "You're allowed to screw up. But not like this. Not behind my back. Not lying to me."
"I know," I sobbed. "I know."
"You could've gotten hurt."
"I didn't care."
"Well, I do," he said, voice rising for the first time. "Goddamn it, Ava. You think I'd survive if something happened to you?"
I looked up at him then. His eyes were glassy. Red-rimmed. My tough, terrifying dad—
Shattered.
I wiped my cheeks. Pressed my forehead to his. Whispered, "I'm still your girl."
He cupped my face in both hands, kissed my forehead like it was sacred. "You always will be."