Nobita pov:
Next day, teacher is handing out test , "as I said,students will sit according to marks least ones on last" I know I'll be one sitting on last and shizuka and dekisuki together. They both love eachother. The teacher said, "so,dekisuki move to last bench,he got 0" He sits on last bench, behind me. Teacher continues, "Nobita, you sit there only,you got 3 marks and shizuka sit in front on nobita you got 7" She sat in front of me. I feel bad. I wanna move on but can't because of my 3 years spent loving him silently.
Dekisuki pov:
During lecture , I asked nobita, "hey nobita, did you complete homework? " He didn't even look back and said coldly, "do you think I am as smart as you?" I felt bad. Why is he talking like that. He has never talked like this. I felt like like crying. I asked to go to washroom and cried there.
Nobita pov:
Yesterday I cried while hugging his girlfriend , he must feel bad I'll distance from both of them for the sake of their happiness even if it hurt me to move on I will. During recess, shizuka asked me, "do you want to do homework today with me? " I said, "no I'm good..i think you should do it with dekisuki" She lookes upset, are they not happy together? I'll make them.
Next day, I went to shizuka, "hey, shizuka do you wanna watch movie with me today at evening" She looked at me and said, "yea" I handed her movie ticket and left I went to dekisuki and did the same.
Dekisuki pov:
When I reached cenima, I stood under the tree as nobita said. I got ready and wore his favorite color.. Yellow. I was waiting for him and I saw shizuka waking towards me, wearing yellow. She looked at me and asked, "where is nobita" I said, "he asked me for movie" She replied, "same" I said, "I think he thinks..we both are dating" And left.
When I reached home and too out my diary and wrote '
> Dear Diary,
Tonight was supposed to be simple—just a movie with Nobita. I chose yellow because it's his favorite, and I thought maybe, just maybe, he'd see me and smile.
Instead, I stood under that tree alone, watching Shizuka approach in the same color. My chest tightened as she smiled and asked about Nobita. I realized then how thoroughly I'd been erased from his world.
He believed I was with her. He arranged this "date" for us both. He thinks I love her.
How do I tell him the truth when every word feels like it would push him further away?
I ache to reach out, to say, "No, it's you I've always wanted beside me." But the fear in me is louder than my heart.
So I watched them walk off together, yellow and yellow, hand in hand—two people I'm supposed to pretend I don't mind.
And all I can do is hope he realizes, one day, that the only person I see in yellow is him.
— Dekisugi'
Nobita pov:
'Dear Diary,
I thought I was doing the right thing… but why does it hurt so much?
I gave them both movie tickets. I didn't even tell them they'd be going together. I just thought… maybe if I stepped back, things would be clearer. Easier. But now my heart feels heavier than ever.
I wonder if he smiled when he saw her. I wonder if she smiled back. Maybe they wore yellow on purpose. Maybe I'm just the only one who doesn't belong in this story.
I don't know why I keep hoping. I don't know why, even when it hurts, I still look for signs that he might feel the same.
But I saw his face today. He looked… confused. Not happy. Not like someone in love.
Am I just imagining things? Or is he hurting too?
I'm so tired of pretending I'm okay.
But I'm more scared of losing him forever.
— Nobita'
Shizuka pov:
'Dear Diary,
I don't understand Nobita lately. He's been quiet and distant, like something's bothering him. And he keeps spending time with Dekisuki...
Are they closer than I thought? It makes me uneasy, but I don't know why.
Maybe I'm just overthinking. Nobita is my friend — maybe I just want him to be happy, even if it's not with me.
But I can't help feeling jealous sometimes. Why does Dekisuki get to see this side of him that I don't?
I need to figure this out. I won't lose Nobita, not without a fight.
— Shizuka'