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Chapter 2 - Bianca’s inner world

Bianca grew up in a town that time seemed to have forgotten. The streets were cracked, the paint on the houses chipped and faded by years of sun and neglect. The small house she called home sat on a quiet cul-de-sac, one among many identical rows where families lived side by side but never truly connected. Inside, the walls were thin, and the air often heavy with silence.

Her parents worked long hours—her mother in a factory, her father driving trucks across state lines. Their tired eyes and calloused hands told stories of sacrifice and endless labor, but little was said about hopes or dreams. Bianca learned early that love was something shown in quiet gestures—a warm meal after a cold day, a folded shirt left on the bed—but never spoken aloud.

School was a place she endured more than enjoyed. Teachers called her "quiet," but Bianca's mind was restless, filled with pictures of cities far away, bright lights, and endless possibilities. She devoured books secretly borrowed from the library, stories of women who escaped small towns to become something more. But the harsh reality was always waiting when the bell rang—the teasing from classmates, the rough touches from boys who saw her as nothing more than a pretty face to take for granted.

At sixteen, Bianca's world started to crack. Her father's hours grew longer, her mother's smiles thinner, and the bills piled up. There was no money for college, no chances for a fresh start. One cold autumn evening, after a particularly harsh argument between her parents, Bianca packed a small bag. She left behind the cracked sidewalks and quiet streets, chasing a glimmer of hope in the city lights.

The city was a dream wrapped in neon and noise. For a moment, Bianca felt alive, swallowed by the endless streets and people rushing past. But the dream soon showed its teeth. Jobs were scarce, the rent was high, and loneliness wrapped around her like a second skin. Waiting tables and cleaning floors barely paid enough to keep a roof over her head, let alone fill the emptiness she carried.

One night, hungry and desperate, she found herself on a street corner she didn't recognize, the shadows long and threatening. A woman approached her, smooth and confident, offering a way out—a way to earn quick money with no questions asked. Bianca hesitated, the weight of pride battling the hunger gnawing inside her. But survival won.

That night, the girl who dreamed of more became the woman who sold her body. The language was different, spoken in touches and moans, in the desperate need to be seen, even if only for a moment. Bianca learned fast—how to read men's desires, how to protect herself, how to turn pain into power.

Behind every smile was a story she kept locked away, a girl who still dreamed of freedom but knew the cost. The city didn't promise fairy tales, only moments—flickering and fragile, held together by sweat and whispered secrets.

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The city was a cruel teacher, and Bianca learned its lessons fast. The bright lights that had once promised freedom now felt like cold spotlights, exposing every weakness, every fear. She moved from one cramped apartment to another, places where the walls were thin and the nights long. The sounds of sirens and shouting filled the air, mixing with the hum of restless neighbors.

Work was a patchwork of low-paying jobs—waiting tables in greasy diners, cleaning floors in office buildings long after the last light flickered off. The hours were brutal, the pay barely enough to keep hunger at bay. Yet every night, when the city's darker side took over, Bianca found herself drawn to places where her body could earn more than her tired hands ever would.

Her first nights on the street were terrifying. Men's eyes followed her like hungry wolves, some kind, many cruel. She learned to smile even when she wanted to cry, to say yes even when every part of her screamed no. The warmth she sought was often just a fleeting illusion — a touch that left bruises, a promise that meant nothing.

But Bianca was tougher than she looked. She built walls around herself, hiding the girl who still hoped beneath layers of makeup and practiced charm. Each encounter was a performance, each client a role to play. She memorized what pleased them, how to keep them quiet and satisfied, how to avoid the ones who could hurt her.

Friends were rare and fleeting — other women who walked the same line, each with their own scars and stories. They shared whispers of warning and scraps of comfort, but trust was a luxury Bianca couldn't afford. She became a master of solitude, carrying the weight of her nights alone in her small, cluttered apartment.

Sometimes, late at night, when the city slept and the world felt distant, Bianca allowed herself to dream. She pictured a life far from these streets — a place where she could laugh without fear, where her body was hers alone. But morning always came, pulling her back into the harsh light of reality.

Through it all, Bianca survived by speaking the language she knew best — the language of touch, moans, and unspoken desires. It was a language of power and pain, control and surrender, and in it, she found a strange kind of freedom.

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